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Monday, July 30, 2007

Light at the End of the Tunnel

I just decided to read some of my old blogs today, and it was like reading the thoughts of a depressed suicidal person. I went through a lot back then, but thannkfully I made the choice to quit beating myself up about things. Guilt is the worst feeling a person can have because it is hating yourself. I've learned that the hardest thing to do is to forgive yourself, to yourself off the hook, but it is possible; you just have to decide you want to, and then you will find a way.

As for my previous posts, ignore all of them if you are prone to depression. This is a disease that likes to feed off other diseases, and you should instead surround yourself by happy positive people.

This will probably be my last post.


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings -- nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run --
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And -- which is more -- you'll be a Man, my son!
(Rudyard Kipling)
How true that is. I intend to work on one virtue at a time, 
and maybe one day I will be close to the man in that poem.
I'll start with self pity.
 


Monday, January 16, 2006

I was driving downtown today, and I saw something that almost made me throw up. It was a group of niggers acting foolish and blocking traffic. It then hit me, today is Martin Luther King Day.

 

So who is Martin Luther King. Everyone knows him as this great hero of the black man, which he was in a way. But what we never hear is that he and his organization was supported by the Soviet Commenturn. The Soviet Commenturn also supported the KKK. They were trying to start a revolution in America so that we would be taken out from within. The Soviet Commenturn kept very good records of everytghing, and never expected anyone else to read them, which is why they are such a good histyorical source. All of King's aides, and inner circle were known communist, and King had even met with Communist organizations. FBI records and Commenturn records suggest King was working for the Soviets. What we don't is in FBI files that a judge sealed until 2027.

King also plagerized most of the books he wrote, and even the I Have a Dream Speech.

King frequented whores, and liked to beat white prostitutes while having sex. In fact, he was having sex with three white women, and beat one so badly she had to go to the hospital, the day he was assassinated.

Even the most sympathetic of King biographers will agree to these facts. Nobody denies them, but a few think that his triumphs as a civil rights leader trump his private life.

Here is the original "I Have A Dream" speech that Mr King plagerized:

 

Archibald Carey's Speech Republican National Convention, 1952


We, Negro Americans, sing with all
loyal Americans:
My country 'tis of thee,
Sweet land of liberty,
Of thee I sing.
Land where my fathers died,
Land of the Pilgrims' pride
From every mountainside
Let freedom ring!
That's exactly what we mean--
from every mountain side,
let freedom ring.
Not only from the Green Mountains
and White Mountains of Vermont
and New Hampshire;
not only from the Catskills
of New York;
but from the Ozarks
in Arkansas,
from the Stone Mountain
in Georgia,
from the Blue Ridge Mountains
of Virginia
--let it ring not only for the minorities
of the United States, but for the disinherited
of all the earth--may the Republican
Party, under God, from every mountainside,
LET FREEDOM RING!


This is "Rev King's" Speech:


This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing
with new meaning:
My country 'tis of thee,
Sweet land of liberty,
Of thee I sing.
Land where my fathers died,
Land of the Pilgrim's pride,
From every mountainside
Let freedom ring!
So let freedom ring
from the prodigious hilltops
of New Hampshire.
Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains
of New York.
Let freedom ring from the
heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania,
Let freedom ring from Stone Mountain
of Georgia.
Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain
of Tennessee.
Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill
in Mississippi.
From every mountainside,
let freedom ring!

He also plagerized his Doctoral thesisSSR. I think Mr. King was being used by the Soviets to destroy America and capitalism. He was a hypocrite, a whore abuser, a communist, a plagerizer, and he epitomizes the word NIGGER. So Happy Birthday "Dr." King.

PS. His real name was Michael King, as was his father. One day his father got the idea to change their names to Martin, but he never filed papers to do; sounds like lazy nigger syndrome.

 

 

 


Thursday, January 12, 2006

I'm getting bored with the same old "poor me" routine. I started this site off as a way to let my friends from high school catch up on my life, not to piss and moan about my life. I blame some of you.

Despair is to blame. Despair is not a single person, but he comes in many bodies. The friendly aquaintance, the beer buddy, the postman can all sink you into a bottomless pit of misery.

I'm thinking about redoing this page to discuss literature, and poetry? How does Colridge and Milton sound?

 


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Fitness, I'm kinda a fitness freak. I'm always reading about health food and excercise. Well, this morning, 5am, I started watching Denise Austin, and I followed along. That lady has a great routine, especially for abs. I highly recommend for girls and guy, but especially for those who don't want a huge commitment. You can just do this for 30 minutes, or just to focus on some key areas. I know there are a few middle aged women who read my xanga, so just take this as friendly advice. Everyone should use her ab routine.



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